earless?

Hi guys! how are you doing? me, I just got home after picking up my daughter from school. I feel a little bit relief after expressing how I feel and after saying what I need to say, what I need to point out... some issues arised, well not that bad but it's just I want to emphasize some of my concerns and hopefully it will be truly understand by the authorized people. nyahaha! I feel so disappointed sometimes when some people I thought I could lean on to but fail me so,that's why sometimes I want to isolate myself to everybody. I know I am the one , the only one who can solve it because I do believe that when it comes to basic things to realize and understand, I know I'm step ahead but sometimes I get tired. So far, still I believe that with God's grace, everything will fall into place and in his perfect timing. (yes Lord!) Sometimes I asked myself when do I need to prioritized my feelings? After neglecting my opinion, setting aside my point, because of the more important matter and cases, because of lacking resources, everything is taken for granted.But still go on with the life I have to avoid myself being the looser. I have to go on with the flow! I can. I really can go on with them but when I heard some issues from them saying it's my fault, it's my shortcomings, I can't really try to relax and sit down. I'm too sensitive when it comes to fault finding issues, because me, I don't blame anybody when something is in trouble. Sometimes I wish I had no ear just to avoid what other people are saying.=( How I wish I had someone who will cover my ear just to avoid me getting hurt to what I heard. Ciao!