nope!

I feel quite sad and asking myself, why? what's the purpose? Why do I always need to try to face changes, to do changes and to accept changes just for them? I need help badly up to now but I never ask because I dont want their everyday life to be disturb. I'm trying my best not to bother any one if I need something but it's always their choice to bother us if it's for their progress and growth, changes of life style, they have their chances but if it's talking about our life. . . I have to do it alone, I have to find a way, I have to accept it, I have to solve it. . . because it's hard for me to ask any favor from them, not because they can't help me, but I don't know! Maybe because I know how the situation is going on when with they help people. I hope they will understand...A y o k o! Good Day!